Hey again, it's me. I've been busy lately with personal matters at hand.
But I've actually thinking about the things that happened in the previous journal.
And believe me when I say this, it was hard to move on from that matter but luckily I managed somehow.
Anyways so I'll go ahead and tell the recent good news that I managed to get from the previous journal till now.
As you all may know I said I was thinking about deactivating my account, well I've come to think of it.
And I decided it'd be better if I didn't deactivate it.
3 reasons why I don't want to get rid of my account. I'll explain them quickly.
1. Since I daily watch pictures and favourite arts I do. I not wish to lose that feeling that I appreciate art as a factor, even though it may not be my art I do in fact love watching them and be admired by them as well. I mean if I were to lose the things I love,
why would I keep doing it in the first place. It wouldn't make much sense to me at least.
2. My friends that always stick up for me when I'm down, so leaving them behind would be a terrible thing to do.
3. I believe also that throughout the 6 years I've been here, I've progressively done a ton of art myself. And for me to just throw that away is unacceptable.
No matter how bad my art is I will still accept it as being a part of my art. Even if it's a stickman, I'd still consider it my art. So no way am I going to throw away all of those pictures/arts I created.
So there, those are the reasons why I won't deactivate.
So aside from that,I also have some good news to share with everyone of you. Which is quite ironic since I've most of the time only been spreading bad news about my life.
Anyways recently while I was in the gloom, I met my best whom I talked to about most things that was going on with my life.
She and I had a lot of things we did to cheer each other up, whenever we had a difficult time.
Since we had so much in common and we did a lot of things we both liked, I couldn't help but think for myself.
What if, she's the one I've been looking for the entire time but was too blind to notice at first.
I always felt happy around her and whenever I'm there, she's always happy. So I thought about it and wondered, what if she is indeed something I've been looking for the entire time.
So anyways, recently I actually asked her out to be my girlfriend and she actually she said yes.
And from there on out it's been very nice being with her and I've had lots of fun around her.
She is my soulmate and I will do what I can to protect her from anything and anyone that trys to cause her any harm.
Anyways aside from those good news, I have also quit my job which was awful to be honest. But that's not bad at all, I may be unemployed from work
however, I can still try my best to look for a new job.
I won't give up hope so soon, there's much more to do then to give up so easily.
So I'm still seaching for a job, whether it'd be a bad one or a good one we'll see. But one thing for certain is that I won't give up until I find something.
Oh yeah and one more thing, before I go. My birthday is coming up soon and I hopefully will enjoy the day to the fullest extent. I may not get the birthday the way I want it (since I'm most of the time a spoiled brat). But at least I'll try to see on the positive side and perhaps do something for the better. Whether it's just a couple of birthday wishes from friends or presents (it's not neccessary, but it would be nice to have some).
So that's all I have to say for the time being, there might be more stuff I will come up with later, but for now this will do. I suppose.
One more thing.
Also I might take a break from deviantart next week, just to relax my senses and try to find a new job.
I believe it's for the best anyways, I will return though but not after a couple of week(s) or so. So yeah...
I've done the same method in the past and it worked very well, so I thought about doing it once more. It's fun and enjoyable that way.
So until next time, maybe there will be lots of good news and what not...(Not unless I'm lazy to write a journal of course).
But hey what can ya do, that's usually how I am. XD
Thanks for reading fellow viewer(friend) and don't forget to have a fantastic day.